Post by akiyume on May 5, 2014 23:22:20 GMT
I'm sorry guys.
I have my own personal 'superiority complex' you can say from playing so many games for so many years to the point where I like to feel/create a structured place to be in.
I don't know what the conversation has happened during the last few hours, but it would seem like I am appearing too 'strong' or offending people. Thank you for being honest
. I try my best to be in both sides of the line, on one point create a structure for people to follow and on the other, try my best not to hurt people's feelings (ask Dan), but in the end it offended people through different ways. I am truly sorry. I am more emotional than you think, lol. Everytime I think of creating a list of for clan wars, or I make a section in the forum, I tell dan of how I limit myself to not include something that will touch someone's negative points, but in an in-direct way, I pushed some people's buttons. My speech manner is more funny when I am in other games, hehe if you played with me, I like to fool around alot, but when I meet Dan and his outgoing commitment towards clan wars, I admit I brought out a more "elitist" side of me than a "funnier" side of me. I would like to be honest person, I would love to see what you have to say about me here in this thread if you want. If you think im "stupidly controlling", please do say it 
As for me being too strong in a way, I admit I went over board (<--- forum pun). It's just I never was put into a situation where I can get my creative side, and my structural side into work, and when I had access to something like this awesome forum, my ideas for things exploded. But I do admit that with this, I have overstepped my boundaries as a member of 2210, and might have seemed alittle too controlling or what ever you guys feel about me. I truly am sorry (I wanted to use apologize but that seems like an "elitist" thesaurus word" xD), and I hope to make it up to you guys. I will lay down my 'elites' ways if you guys feel my pressure that it gives off, I'll step down from the forum uses abit, and I'll try to do what ever it it takes for you guys to like me again. I'll just be behind Dan to help him with 2210 Elite for now, I truly enjoy working in the shadows behind him, but if you guys ever feel the need to say anything about how I am, whether I'm acting too strongly or too controlling, please tell me as soon as possible that way, you guys can feel comfortable, (that's what a clan, an indirect family is about), and I know that everyone is honestly liking me.
Thank you for those that support me and understand, and thank you for those that put up with my crap, and sorry for my behaviour. Love you guys alot You guys are really awesome when it comes to clan wars btw. Like seriously we got a 2.63 (I calculated) average per clan war, that's crazy! This clan will definitely be a good clan and I would like to help out in my ways (but not the controlling way).
P.S. To add to some sympathy points, my girlfriend of 6 years just broke up with me the night before Dan and I left. One club's spark, can't hold a 6 year's bond ; ^; But with this though, I've gain confidence in myself, and I wish to show that my confidence will somehow make us both more emotionally connected too. Sympathy points ftw! XD
I have my own personal 'superiority complex' you can say from playing so many games for so many years to the point where I like to feel/create a structured place to be in.
I don't know what the conversation has happened during the last few hours, but it would seem like I am appearing too 'strong' or offending people. Thank you for being honest
. I try my best to be in both sides of the line, on one point create a structure for people to follow and on the other, try my best not to hurt people's feelings (ask Dan), but in the end it offended people through different ways. I am truly sorry. I am more emotional than you think, lol. Everytime I think of creating a list of for clan wars, or I make a section in the forum, I tell dan of how I limit myself to not include something that will touch someone's negative points, but in an in-direct way, I pushed some people's buttons. My speech manner is more funny when I am in other games, hehe if you played with me, I like to fool around alot, but when I meet Dan and his outgoing commitment towards clan wars, I admit I brought out a more "elitist" side of me than a "funnier" side of me. I would like to be honest person, I would love to see what you have to say about me here in this thread if you want. If you think im "stupidly controlling", please do say it 
As for me being too strong in a way, I admit I went over board (<--- forum pun). It's just I never was put into a situation where I can get my creative side, and my structural side into work, and when I had access to something like this awesome forum, my ideas for things exploded. But I do admit that with this, I have overstepped my boundaries as a member of 2210, and might have seemed alittle too controlling or what ever you guys feel about me. I truly am sorry (I wanted to use apologize but that seems like an "elitist" thesaurus word" xD), and I hope to make it up to you guys. I will lay down my 'elites' ways if you guys feel my pressure that it gives off, I'll step down from the forum uses abit, and I'll try to do what ever it it takes for you guys to like me again
. I'll just be behind Dan to help him with 2210 Elite for now, I truly enjoy working in the shadows behind him, but if you guys ever feel the need to say anything about how I am, whether I'm acting too strongly or too controlling, please tell me as soon as possible that way, you guys can feel comfortable, (that's what a clan, an indirect family is about), and I know that everyone is honestly liking me.Thank you for those that support me and understand, and thank you for those that put up with my crap, and sorry for my behaviour. Love you guys alot
You guys are really awesome when it comes to clan wars btw. Like seriously we got a 2.63 (I calculated) average per clan war, that's crazy! This clan will definitely be a good clan and I would like to help out in my ways (but not the controlling way).P.S. To add to some sympathy points, my girlfriend of 6 years just broke up with me the night before Dan and I left. One club's spark, can't hold a 6 year's bond ; ^; But with this though, I've gain confidence in myself, and I wish to show that my confidence will somehow make us both more emotionally connected too. Sympathy points ftw! XD
Never told anyone my real name before, but heck, why not. 
